Please, for the love of god, if you are still there, know that they are people out there who care about you and there is organisations who can help you. It's never too late to ask for help.
Canada
Distress Centres Ontario
Hotline: +1 (905) 688 3711
Hotline: 905 734 1212 / 905 382 0689
Hotline: +1 (905) 459 7777
Hotline: 1 800 465 4442
Hotline: +1 (905) 433 1121
Hotline: +1 (416) 247 5426
Hotline: 1 888 371 8485
Hotline: +1 (416) 636 9610
Hotline: +1 (905) 525 8611
Hotline: +1 (519) 667-6711
Hotline: +1 (905) 877-1211
Hotline: +1 (905) 849 4541
Hotline: +1 (613) 238 3311
Hotline: +1 (613) 741 6433
Hotline: 1 800 567 9699
Hotline: +1 (905) 278 7208
Hotline: +1 (519) 336 3000
Hotline: +1 (416) 408 4357
Hotline: +1 (519) 745 1166
Hotline: +1 (519) 821 3760
Hotline: +1 (519) 256-5000
Hotline: +1 (613) 544 1771
Crisis Services Canada
Hotline: 1.833.456.4566
Text: 45645
Suicide Action Montreal
Hotline: (514) 723 4000
Kids Help Phone
Hotline: 1-800-668-6868
Text Line: 86868
Chimo Helpline Inc.
Hotline: Fredericton Area: 450-HELP (4357)
Hotline: Toll free provincial helpline: 1-800-667-5005
Tel-Jeunes
Hotline: 1 800 263 2266
Text Line: 514 600 1002
Centre de prévention du suicide d'Abitibi-Ouest
Hotline: 1 866 APPELLE (277 3553)
Distress Line of Southwestern Alberta (Canada)
Hotline: 403 327 7905
KUU-US Crisis Line Society
Crisis Line (Adult/Elder): 250-723-4050
Crisis Line (Child/Youth): 250-723-2040
Trans Lifeline
Hotline: (877) 565-8860
Greater Vancouver
Hotline: 604-872-3311
Howe Sound & Sunshine Coast
Hotline: 1-866-661-3311
TTY
Hotline: 1-866-872-0113
The Seniors' Distress Line
Hotline: 604-872-1234
Mental Health Support
Hotline: 310-6789
1-800-SUICIDE
Hotline: 1-800-784-2433
Chdonga
I hope this is a joke dude Jesus Christ